Possibly some pupils have come to mind that I am seen as a threat, quite logic when I'm offended I do defend what ever comes my way, everyone would do the same in that possition.

The last few days have been very difficult times, and I have been somewhat schizofrenic, somethings were not meant to be and are not in the right place.

Had many dreams that I would do a suicide jump but that never came to place, kept on hav'n the feeling that it would be pointless to do so because life is allready short the way it is.

I suppose when being home for about 18 mounths you get to relize that a week is like 7 seconds, time moves so rapidly that the end is so near, these dreams are like tak'n control of that there by mak'n the mind go balistic.

The things of the past do come back more often these days, but then again the past is and remains the past.

right now I feel a little unsure on what will happen to me, if you want to BAN me I truely understand, go ahead if you must.

Maybe it is best for me to leave, but then again what would that lead to, I dunno, now I must rest and totmorrow is another day, let's hope it will be a betterday for all of you and hopefully for me as well, doubts will always be there I'm afraid.

Time to say goodbye for a short while, I will return but not this week you people need rest, and so do I.

My Appologies goes also on what happened in the last events as well.

May The Force Be With You Always

My Fellow Comrades.

Your's Sincerly

Jedi Master,
Obi-Wan Kenobi.

There are two thing that you need to remember...
One: The Balance... Keep your balance intact... Your body and your mind are the same thing... If you don't take care of your mind your body will be destroyed... Keep away stress and depression... Keep away the dark side...
Two: Fellowship... We are all with you Obi-Wan... As ever...

true easier said than done, I really wish my brain could be erased all the crap gone and then like reinstall, though to sad that that does not exsist yet.

As you know the dark side is the easiest way ;)

no the Darkside is the hardsest way, once seduced it's very hard to turn to the light, to evade the DarkSide I will.

Anyways, just in some rought times,my appologies to that it kinda went the wrong way here, stil felt kinda offended back there though, some things were just not meant to be.

Dreams pass in time that is sometimes true, though when having the same dreams every night, somethings are hard to think that they will ever happen one day.

dunno what has plagued me hope it will dissapear someday.
to be honest you people didn't deserve the way I treated you last few days really, sad to see some things did turnout alittle different, let's hope that these wounds will heal also.

as that there is always hope.

Hm (?)

* is unaware of recent Problems worth mentioning or even discussion about banning anyone...

I d say you chill out dude. Have a smoke and a cup of coffe. Get layed or something I cant believe a fine person like you looses it. We all have our ups and downs. I think since you can selfdiagnose your down state you can at least make your own way to your up state which shall come anyways, but the sooner the better. Anyways be happy  ;D

Well @ Least I stopped smok'n for like 3 years ago hehe and I did a good sleep over it all and yeah you guys are right in a certain point of view,  indeedly messed up I was, it has happened else where too.

My mind wasn't clear back then, though 100% I am not, we all have our differences which may collide from time to time and that is how conflicts occur.


Move on I will, I hope that for all of us.

Glad to hear you don't smoke @Obi_Wan! ;)

...and sorry if any of us got mad with you for any reason - we sometimes forget that you've had a rough time in the hospital lately! :'(

As for the smoking remark...you have to remember that @Outlaw is Greek like me... :D

...a lot of my friends from Greece (including my Mum's fiancee) also smoke...I guess you could say it's a national passtime or something? ::)

Thankfully - I'm one Greek who NEVER intends to take up smoking! Call me a black sheep if ya' will...LOL! ;D

heh...howdy Paul bro

like a friend of mine said, life is like a highway leading to death. Bad thing is to drive at the fast lane  ;D

The cure for everything is laughter . Laughter induces the brain to release stimulating ...stuff .Science has also proved that if people enjoy their lives they live longer.