HI all, the last few days, weeks months have been power draining as my A-Autistic Disorder is acting like some time of detailed boarderline syndrome , changes are very hard to take with many specific detailed things.

Like these 3dfx sales I have been putting on and off ebay, my mind goes on then off then on then off everyday this is getting worse and I have thought about a long term leave.

I have done many 3dfx people alot of pain this way as made their 3dfx lives too confusing and yes I ahve truely failed you people I have truely failed you all.

My head is now like a raging fire of confusions and sometimes it made me so bad that in some cases suicidal.

my life has gotten from pretty good to pretty bad and why this is all happening I just don't understand, it;'s like some virus eating away everything.

The Force has drained out of me and now I must go to exile.

I thank all the people here that have supported me, The Force Glows greatly with you all.

@ razrx

Thank you for your graceful words, time is all the essence indeed, sometimes I may seem very positive but even that can differ from time to time, I really hate life sometimes.